i'm so god damn tired

i have lots of assignments, they were like a mountain, to be exact everest mountain

next week i'll have my final exams and i haven't studied yet for that. god damn it, i want to have a a little rest.

my university is sooo sucks. they make us like assignments slaves.

don't they pity us for being so stressful over homeworks ?

damn, give us a rest will ya ?

urrrrrrrrrrgggghhh

i'm so effin mad right now, actually i've been since last 3 weeks.

sh*t !!

sebeeeeellllllll .....................................

i just have one hope " let me pass this semester with good result " amin.

i'm so fucking bored ..
i want to skip class .
aduh capek banget banyak tugas, sebel banget gw ...
pengen bolossss aaaaaa .........
by the way, i need more fanfics to read.

hooooliiiiiidaaaaaayyyyyy sooooooo boooreeeeeddd

by the way, i'm obsessed with shoes lately. don't know why hehehe. i like booties especially combat boots and oxford boots. hehehe ...
maybe i'll save up a bit : ).
i've been so in love with SHINee too hehehe.

okay, so i just read someting about ED. it's fun. i read about weaboos, wapanese. I'm one of them too.
it's a little harsh too, but i thing it's just for fun : )

ok well, see you and have a nice day !

seriously it got into my nerves

maybe I'm not a person who can talk english fluently, but this is so annoying.

I posted a comment on a DBSK wrong number live. The audio was not too good like other lives. ( seriously, sometimes not all lives got a good audio ritey ? )

so I commented :

the audio is kinda ,,,,


and then today I just opened my account and there's a comment under mine. and when I opened it, I got a minus one !!
that person said ... " kinda what ? usually other boy band would ... bla bla ".
the point is, they thought I commented about their VOICE. ( the clear version : they thought I commented that DBSK's voice sucks, seriously IT's not like that, lol )

SERIOUSLY, I'M NOT AN ENGLISH EXPERT BUT THIS GUY SERIOUSLY HAVE TO READ CAREFULLY

I SAID AUDIO not VOICE
SERIOUSLY ANNOYING.
IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH !!
SHOULD I LEND THEM DICTIONARY ???? DUH.

hi!!!
for u who love alice nine, will you read this post on LJ ??
I don't know who posted it but I found it at alice nine LJ, so at least I want to help. They need 1500 signatures from us!! ( until the end of 2009 )
http://community.livejournal.com/alice_nine/1250618.html
if you don't have LJ but you want to join, send your mail to :
bring.alicenine@gmail.com
subject : daftar member
mail include your name, your cybername, date of birth, blog, phone, website, fb/fs etc.
please~~
maybe if we're lucky they will come ..?
as you know, visual kei bands always hold their lives in Japan or Europe, why can't they hold lives in Asia ???. We love alice nine!!!!!
yay!!

sebarin ye!

I've imported my old LJ to face book
if it's not to your like please don't read, just leave it alone
if you're pleased then welcome and comment!
you may comment as long as it's not offence!
thx

hahah
It's almost midsemester and I feel relax...*actually...not at all*
gak kerasa udah mau semester 3, cepet banget...
Okay so...gw baru download Eraser PV sama Mirror Ball PV
kyaaaaa....senengnya!!
Gw lagi nginep di Hotel borobudur sama temen gw, soalnya nyokap gw dapet gratis gtu, yah lumayan lah buat ngisi liburan
hari pertama ujian gw adalah PERDATA!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG *__*

last night..
senpai told me to come to her friend's boarding house
I came with my friends, there's a friend live there too
I saw those japanese-korean boys were talking in front of my friend's room
there's a guy name lim ( his family name okay.I won't mention his first name ).I really like him since I was in matrix program. And it was his 20th birthday. Note this please (27 November~hmm hmmm)
senpai was with him
she dragged me
and intoduced me to lim
he mistaken me as 'vita' and senpai told him that he was so stupid because my name is wika,not vita XD
then he gave me a tart..hahah
then when we were going home...
lim's friends were looking at me and said ' CIEEEE LIM~!! '
lim was blushing ( it's cute )
I also blushed...
huahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

do you think 2 years age gap is normal?
I'm 18 and he's 20...
I think it's not bad XD


ps : hope too much.actually I just want to know him but why I like him now?this is bad

also I'm listening to Alpha album rite now
cheer for alice nine

I'm in hong kong rite now.well,i saw a tall man with long coat in airport.he looks like kiyoharu.he was with the bodyguards.i wonder if he is a real kiyo-san?*o*.haha,there's a lot of guys i like here!!nyahaha.last nite,a guy was lookin' at me.i think he's a high schooler.he was with his girlfriend.at 1st,he was starin' at me,but then,he smiled at me!duunn!!i was so shy and turned my face away,but that guy smiled again.shush,i didn't mind since he's handsome,my type!!

ok...so this morning I had my first MID-TEST since entering the UNIVERSITY
the subject : Indonesian Law
Great.
Gw gak penah dengerin tu dosen ngomong apa soalnya emang materi nya abstrak banget , jadiya gw males juga dengerin.
Gw belajar dari hari kamis.Komat-kamit kayak mbah dukun sambil ngapalin pasal2 sama hal2 abstrak tadi...
dang deng!!!hari ini pun tiba...
gw deg2 an...gw adalah kloter pertama karena semua anak PMDK tuh kloter pertama jam 10....
soal pun dibagikan....suasana tegang.Yang ngawas...??haha 5 BIJI!!3 dosen sama 2 orang yang bagiin soal n absen!!gila banget,,,malah gw bagian depan duduknya haha,,,
mantep banget,,,gw dikasih POLIO.Jaman SMU mah enak...jawabannya singkat padat...lah ini?satu soal pake pendahuluan , isi ama kesimpulan.Udah gtu bercabang!!!
sebelum hari2 ujian , kita ikasih tentir ama buku soal + jawaban UTS angkatan 200X...soalnya diulang2 mulu tiap tahun jadi gw pikir ah , mungkin sejenis juga
BORO2 SEJENIS!!Okeh..nomor 1 dan 4 sejenis...tapi sejenis nya cuma cabang A ato B...cabang C udah wallahualam...
udah gtu nomor 2 ama 3 gw diem....
" ini apaan yaaa?? "
menyimpang abis dari apa yg gw pelajarin...
tapi sebenernya gak segitu susahnya.Gw kahet aja dengan kenyataan UTS gw harus berakhir dengan jawaban yang berantakan.

pas keluar dari kelas orang2 bingung ngeliat gw senyum2
dikiranya kali gw bisa ngerjain soal bgtu??
-_-
emang bener...UI itu kalo ngasih soal killer...

I've been doing my new fanfiction project , 'iridescent' where Tora had an affair with another girl while he was dating with Saga.The topic was so 'down to earth' but it's a sad sad fic...I love angst!
I just read a testimonial in my fs from my ex-boyfriend...and he got a testimonial too from a gay( handsome!!I swear!!).That made me shock
Is my ex-boyfriend turning into gay?Oh no..
ahahahah XD
Well , I don't mind him being gay...coz it will be fun..
shuhss!!!!
err...
Tomorrow is fasting month!!AND LET'S DO OUR BEST!!
btw...just broken heart..hehehe ^^
so sad...

It's been a long time...
how are you guys doing?I miss u people in LJ...
my computer is being repaired so I am not able to online...also I spent too much money lately...
so , how about university entrance exams?
Nao23 dkk~I miss you so much
Aaah...
gw ngerasa bosen banget selama liburan ini.Temen2 gw pada sibuk spmb sedangkan gw di rumah malah leha-leha...
gw lagi ada masalah sama temen gw...dia bestfriend gw...
dia tinggal di luar kota sejak tahun lalu.Gw kangen banget sama dia.Gw sms dia bilang cepet balik karena gw kangen.Terus dia bales sms gw kalo dia makan ati balik ke jakarta.Karena gw dan sahabat kita yg satu lagi sibuk terus...jadi dia merasa gak berguna di jakarta.It's not like that!saat dia datang , waktu itu kami lagi UAS!wajar kan?
udah gtu gw dengan bego+emosi malah sms dia 'terserah loe.U got a life there,U got a bf.Don't mind me if u don't need me '
Gw langsung minta maaf setelah beberapa menit.But...dia gak bales sms gw...
Gw kepikiran terus.Dia salah satu orang yang paling penting dalam hidup gw.Dia udah banyak memberikan gw kebahagiaan dan truly friendship.Gw gak mau persahabatan kita berakhir gara2 ini...what should I do...I'm stress T___T
nah , the other bestfriend said that I shouldn't force myself.She said that I shouldn't think about it too much...how can I??
she said that both of us were wrong.I already apologized...but....I want her to forgive me...

baaaahhh
smentara itu,saat aku lagi kangen2 nya sama seseorang
seseorang itu malah sedang liburan di salah satu benua selama 2 minggu,great.GREAT.

Senin ultahkuw~can't wait!

yeah...
gw diterima PMDK Universitas Indonesia jurusan Hukum....
tanggal 27 Juni nanti pas SPMB,gw daftar ulang di UI nya
tanggal 2 Juli
which is ULTAH GW!!!!
gw akan menajalani matrikulasi duluan daripada yang SPMB T__T
kenapa tanggal 2 juli seh!!??bah udah gtu gw musti nginep di asrama selama 1 bulan ( sampe 4 agustus ) tanggal 5 agustus masuk kuliah dan ngulang matrikulasi lagi...
dan kelihatannya gw akan menjadi anak kos....

gw masih deg2 an sama hasil UAN.Tiap hari gw parno soal nilai2 gw...
semoga Tuhan membuat keajaiban
semoga kita semua LULUS dengan nilai yang baik
amin ya rabbal alamiin....

doki doki doki doki

I hate this
I can't go to margos
I want to go so much because I want to meet friends and I want to meet my lovely hunny too!!
My parents said that margos was too far away.I mean, Hello I'm 18!!I can go by myself and I can take care of myself.T______________________________________________T
I'm so dispointed and I want to cry too.I miss him too much it's been 1 month!!I can handle anymore ><
Have you ever experienced things like this when people around you tell you that you are a KID.EVEN YOU ARE NOT!?FUCK.




I want to rape saga.....NOW


Ryan Ross is ok too


Oh please I want to rape both of them

it's my darling (ipod) I love him ( let's just call it 'a boy' ).It has 1081 songs in it and 66 videos and about 400 photos which was alice nine =x=.I love my ipod since it accompany me everywhere.abroad...out of town...I just love it...
now I'm listening musics through it...do you guys have ipod ??or mp3 players?I bet you love it na??I have 3 mp3 players.1 ipod , 1 iriver and 1 is yepp.
Yepp is my first mp3 player and it's red.I beg my mother to buy it for me.That's the first time I had such expensive thing beside phone ( I mean it's true!!)and it's 128 mb...not enough.Often I had to delete some musics there T_T.Until one day I bought Iriver in Singapore...huh...yaah it's colour mp3 player!It has note , double HD!! , radio , games...I love it so much but then...when I put it in my bag with my drinks...it's wet and you know what's next...I cried like hell and my brother decided to fix it with his friends and it's fixed!!!!but I already bought Ipod 30gb...so my bro took it since he doesn't have mp3 players.Yepp is taken by him too as usb...
that's why i love my ipod and buy a lot of accessories for the maintenance.That's how you treat your things , rite?Because I know I can't buy it from my money and my mother who bought it for me, so I should keep it precious.just like my handphone....Thank's god for all of this....

that's it

ps : looks like today is sushi tei >_

So I just watched america's next top model finale today

And Jade->my fav was out from the top 3!!I was so shock , she has a lot of potentials and before she goes she said "Jade will be hard to forget!" Go Jade!!She's cool!!

And then the top 2 were Daniele and Joanie.I thought that Joanie will be the winner.Because the judges and Tyra Banks herself praised Jaonie a lot.And Daniele has a lot of trouble from the way she talks!How poor daniele.
When Tyra said "..and the next america's next top model is.....daniele" I was jumping like a mad girl!!!I mean,she win instead of Joanie who has a commercial face , beauty and strong!
I'm so happy that daniele is the winner!!Yeee!!Go girl!!!

so lately I spend my time at home coz this is the holiday....'m not in the mood to online...

so how is it going??

ANYWAY THIS CAFE IS SO DAMN HOT

Akhirnya gw kembali main internet lagi setelah sekian lama.Sekarang gw lagi ada di bandung dan lagi di bussiness center neeehh...
ah...
rennonyanyan thx buat lay out nya selama ini anda telah berusaha membuatnya...
aduuhh...
gw ketingaalan info banyak banget
oiya

ada yang punya rekomendasi fanfic
REITAXRUKI/RUKIXREITA??
thx

I'M SELLING SHOXX AND YAOI MANGA MAGAZINE...
PLEASE MAIL ME sagacchi_ross@yahoo.com
or phone me 0811833969 thx!!

Gw minta maaf ya...soalnya kalo ada topic jarang aku komen/bales...soalnya....2 minggu ini CPU ku di bawa kakak jadi aku cuma bisa main di skul (itu pun pas pelajaran IT...) gomen ne....
NYAAN,yanno I miss ya too!!
G.O.D
GOUNIN MAU MANGGUNG DI DAHA CUP
DAHA CUP 2
CLOSING 25 th November 2006,GOR BULUNGAN (sebelah SMAN 70)
Staring :
The Brandals
Gounin
EAUTS
DIA
MARCH
de el el....
plis coming!!
yang mau nonton gounin jam 5 ya...(info gounin manggung say aperoleh langsung dari manajer nya,Soki)

Aieeee XD~
Aku lagi desperate
mau nabung buat beli live DVD Alice Nine!!700.000 pake footage!!!GILA BOK MISKIN GW!!!

Ah soal mpreg Saga...he's the poor one because miyavi blame him said : saga-kun why do you look fatter ne?where's your flat stomach??.and his father doesn't agree about Tora...iyaaahhh....how poor T__T

I've got many dreams lately....ok here we go...

1.Tora kissing with Saga.Saga's arms on Tora's shoulder and Tora kissed Saga passionately.They were in studio.Shou came in and he was shock.Nao came in and saw Shou shock.Then he realized that the couple was making out.

2.This is becoz of scrappuchino gave me vidoll videos.Shun.I dreamed of shun.He's fucking hot

3.GHOSTS.I've been hide and seek with ghosts lately.Seriously sixth sense can make you scared of sleeping..

almost everyday I dream ghosts...gah

and I just continued my fic
it's the one with Saga's pregnant *gah it's so funny*
and he has twin children...kyaaa so cute
jadi gw ama anak2 bicarain pas saga lagi hamil dia ngapain aja...
ada yang punya ide gak
itung2 kasih ide
since this is comedy+drama fic with romance in it...so please...

kawat gigi gw baru diganti+dikasih karet...sakiiiitttt banget ga bisa makan